pupgrl

pupgrl:

we started flirting again and he kept complimenting me and now I don’t think I like him again but I have this strange feeling of like “wow look at how compatible we are” but also. I didn’t want to leave because I felt like if I leave then he’ll never come back like god damn I’m too tired

is this not funny an example of situational irony bc that’s exactly what happened! we’ve never talked since that I hate myself for still kinda liking him even tho he’s so over me and has a beautiful gf also he lives in Australia what the FUCJ

we started flirting again and he kept complimenting me and now I don’t think I like him again but I have this strange feeling of like “wow look at how compatible we are” but also. I didn’t want to leave because I felt like if I leave then he’ll never come back like god damn I’m too tired

tomas is talkin about our relationship and like its weird because this whole time I thought this whole time that he didn’t really care bout it and that it was just another flirt thing but now I realize wow he did care maybe he loved me and I get this weird sad/empty feeling like wow imagine if we still were in love or something like grieving for what could’ve been

ok so me and tomas r video chatting right now and he started playing the turtles forever movie… which he and I watched last year in tinychat and we ended up having skype sex or whatever ANyways he just now brought it up and was like “lowkey
I love this movie so much
I could jack off to it…”
and we both laughed but it was awkward I was thinking about like hsha we used to be in love now look at us !

I think about the future a lot and then I get scared because i know I have the potential to do great things but I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to live up to that potential and I don’t want to disappoint my family and most importantly myself

I say I’m pretty a lot and I say wow I look good wow I have a nice body but when I look at photos people tKe of me that’s definitely not the case but that’s okay I guess I’m not pretty I’m not hot but I can still love myself !