we started flirting again and he kept complimenting me and now I don’t think I like him again but I have this strange feeling of like “wow look at how compatible we are” but also. I didn’t want to leave because I felt like if I leave then he’ll never come back like god damn I’m too tired

tomas is talkin about our relationship and like its weird because this whole time I thought this whole time that he didn’t really care bout it and that it was just another flirt thing but now I realize wow he did care maybe he loved me and I get this weird sad/empty feeling like wow imagine if we still were in love or something like grieving for what could’ve been

ok so me and tomas r video chatting right now and he started playing the turtles forever movie… which he and I watched last year in tinychat and we ended up having skype sex or whatever ANyways he just now brought it up and was like “lowkey
I love this movie so much
I could jack off to it…”
and we both laughed but it was awkward I was thinking about like hsha we used to be in love now look at us !

I think about the future a lot and then I get scared because i know I have the potential to do great things but I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to live up to that potential and I don’t want to disappoint my family and most importantly myself

I say I’m pretty a lot and I say wow I look good wow I have a nice body but when I look at photos people tKe of me that’s definitely not the case but that’s okay I guess I’m not pretty I’m not hot but I can still love myself !